I am not normal like them

(Poem is about a Boy who grown with his ideology. His ideology makes him different from others of his age and generation. Very few says “he is better than other”. Few says “he doesn’t fit in their world”. Most of people says – “he is not a normal boy”. Everyone wants a normal life so is he. He tried to change him self but he failed again and again. Later he accepted it. Might be, he is not a normal boy but for sure he is different. People love him in different way, unfortunately not the way he wanted, may be because … He is not a normal like us..)

I defuse any gossip
,which humiliates other
My thoughts & me..
I refuse to take sip
,which includes liquor
My personality & me..
But the way they stare
,at me and they whisper
I am not a normal boy

He doesn’t stalk like us
He doesn’t talk like us
He doesn’t act like us
He isn’t normal like us

I thought I do wired stuff
But guess I do not
I‘m not a poser
I thought I am a chuff
But guess I am not
They will mutter
“I‘m a loser”
I know they say later
I am not a normal boy

He doesn’t stalk like us
He doesn’t talk like us
He doesn’t act like us
He is not normal like us

I like same music
I like same movie
I don’t stalk like you
I don’t talk like you
I don’t act like you
Even if I am not normal
I am a human like you
But all you see is
I am not a normal boy

He doesn’t stalk like us
He doesn’t talk like us
He doesn’t act like us
He is not normal like us

Love is divine for me and it is business for them
Moral matters for me and it is just verbal for them
Relations matter for me and it is way to success for them.
I say – be useful for them and they say – go and use them;
They have thy philosophy and for benefits, they mold them
I believe in my ideology and even I lose, I stand with them
Even person like me does not love me but they like them.
I am graceful loser for them but they are winner for them.
I’m fool enough to be me but I’m not cool enough to be one of them

Yes I am too loon to be with them.
He doesn’t stalk like us
Yes, I am too anomaly to be with them.
He doesn’t talk like us
Yes, I am too unusual to be with them.
He doesn’t act like us
Yes I am too different to be with them.
He is not normal like us
Yes, I am not a normal

– Dev B